No matter how tempting it is you can not let yourself be overwhelmed with sadness. You have to keep going- Even when there is nothing else to look forward too- you just have to keep going.
I believe a big part of life is finding yourself. In order to find something it must be lost first. The times you are lost are the times you truly find yourself. I’m just ready for something new. Be a brand new face in a brand new place. Be able to go anywhere, and walk away anytime. Get lost and find my way back home.
Stephen King / On Writing
It is so weird when in books people die because all you have to do is flip back a few pages and they are alive again. In life you can’t flip back a few a days, but in books- you can always relive it- but never reexperience it. You already know what is going to happen- but you reread it anyway- Just to remember the time when things were good.
And I pray every night-
That by some twist of fate
We will meet again,
But until then-
The only person in my life who is going to push me to do better is myself. I’m just going to have to stop looking to others for encouragement and realize that to get where I want to be I am going to have to do it on my own.